As I approached my brilliant Reiki teacher, a magickal and gifted wizard, I conveyed to him that I could sense the negative energies of certain people whose path intersect mine. He looked at me, and said, "the sun always shines equally on mountain and valley, on all its subjects". Shaking my head, I remarked, "Mark, I know that, and I am not the sun". He was about to elaborate, and I looked at him, and he said, "oh yes, the sensitive Pisces soul who feels all very deeply". My head bobbed up and down and he held out his arms, to which my arms reached out like a child needing a hug. Like a child, that was all I needed and I felt better. He then told me that I need to transform the light and then memory lit up in remembrance. Immediately I thought how I had used telepathy to let people know how I felt, and moreover, my ability to pose an audio echo so they could hear themselves balk or talk. The mirror, the audio echo and the light, why yes, of course! How silly of me to forget!
How did I use this in the recent past? No longer caring to partake of darkness, or evil, I so wanted to live in peace, harmony, love and beauty, which would evoke joy. Would you like the alchemical formula?
ONE ALCHEMICAL FORMULA COMING UP!
To transform a negative thought (usually your own, unless you can read their face or thoughts), all you need do is become aware that you're thinking it or become aware that someone's face has become contorted or mildly shadowed (hard to explain). The next step is to blow, like the wind, through your mouth. Another wizard friend of mine would blow through his nose, but it is quite unattractive. Smiling at the thought however. And let it alone. The change will come.
Transforming a word is a bit more difficult because words can portray weapons very easily. Harsh words said during angry moments are very painful, and instead of giving in to being hurt, we may shield with an opposing anger. Therefore, awareness and fortitude are needed. Even though it appears that you are the target, REMEMBER, it is not about you. With your physical arms if you have to, wave them and draw up your shield of courage, mental and emotional strength, endurance, and patience. How does one do this when it's such a bad scene? By acceptance. By meek, humble and most beautiful acceptance. When you become vulnerable, acceptance enters. Then, and only then can you wear your shield of patience, endurance, strength and flashes of courage. Not to oppose, nor just to bear, but to leave space so that you can transform those awful words to something else. The something else that they really are anyway. Words are funny. Sometimes, people say things hurtful and they may have expressed them boldly and straightforwardly or, in a hidden manner that somehow, we manage to see what is being said behind the words. No matter if the words are obvious or obscure, they may injure. Be prepared to transfer or renew them. Let the creative spirit guide you. There are so many ways to do this really. For example, sometimes I take the words they said to me and undo them, by tweaking them. I say to myself, "what they really meant was that and not this, or this and not that." Then I can breathe and release. Then, I tell them in mindspeak (similar to telepathy). You were just blowing dark mind bubbles, sometimes the language I use is just heart language and not audible by words - it is divine gibberish. I know someone who would ball up the words and throw them out the window. There are thousands of ways. I would be insulting your imagence if I were to tell you.
As for transforming deeds, that is especially difficult if you are very invested into the relationship, yet it can be done also easily. Make it easy on yourself. Many healers will tell you in so many ways. Karma invested, actions can ruin. Ruinous acts, like thoughts and words, are not about you. They are about the person committing the deed and no one can make any one "do" any thing. Given the circumstances, one may be prompted to do something injurious, yet, it is the doer that chooses to do so, or not. Transforming actions may take many acts of transformations if they are indeed severely injurious. Sometimes, one has to be firm or even stage a bit of anger over an undesireable action. I have my own healing teacher who has a process of transformation which turns karma around rather quickly. If there are many ways to transform irritating thoughts, and harsh words, then malicious deeds can tag along. It is a process of undoing. It requires an awareness. It requires inner strength, mentally and emotionally, endurance, courage, and patience which are born from acceptance. Because acceptance brings surrender and vulnerability, opens a space to be open; it is the matrix of timespace. When you have the sword of undoing and the shield of acceptance and its components, you then take the magickal wand of creation, just like the Creator, who created out of nothing. Yet that nothing, was is fact, everything, absolutely everything, because it is the spirit, because even though it appears that the 100,000 things are real, and they are to an extent, the most real substance of all, is the spirit within, which is invisible, yet more powerful than any manifestation. Having written that, it will be clear that the substance of thought, word or deed is frail next to the superior, powerful and bountiful spirit of real substance, which is the transformative creative spirit.
~Cynthia Blackstone~.
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